Sometime i feel do i really capable of doing what i think i am capable of or it is like i am really not getting what i want? I always keep consuoling myself by saying no no its life need to struggle and all...
When i joined crisil i really had huge expectation about kind of work i will do...
I thought i will do full research on the company and will able to assign rating to full company ..... buttttttt in reallity its not like that i am only part of it.... :(((
My senouir anlyst does all that and we are just helping hands....thats fine with me as of now but want something more
Another bad part in job is seniority in crisil. People who are my age and working there from last 3 years are getting much more work and they feel i am fresher so i should narow down my expectation.. that word was pinching me when my manager told me that.. common even i am capable of doing it. .if you dont give me how do you will come to know.. but sad part i have not told all this to my manager.. i dont know by looking senior i always choose to prefer keep mum.. i know it will be dangerous.. have to do something...
Anyways.. i hope either i should narrow down my expectation or really show them that i am capable of doing it.....
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Not a penny more not a penny less - Jeffrey Archer
Its all about revenge.
One of the good write up i came across after long time. The story is simple but gives a good lesson to us.
One man speculates share price of oil compnay due to which four men makes heavy losses and decides to come together and take revenge of it.Each was an expert in their feild with differnt personality. They makes amazing plan to trap the man (Harvey) and finally succeds in it.
But at the last turning point starts ... the speculative company's share price really goes up and they all makes tremandous profit from it :))and all decides to make a plan for how to give it back :)))
Not a penny more not a penny less.
Life also runs on the same funda Give to people same as you get it back !!!!!!!!
One of the good write up i came across after long time. The story is simple but gives a good lesson to us.
One man speculates share price of oil compnay due to which four men makes heavy losses and decides to come together and take revenge of it.Each was an expert in their feild with differnt personality. They makes amazing plan to trap the man (Harvey) and finally succeds in it.
But at the last turning point starts ... the speculative company's share price really goes up and they all makes tremandous profit from it :))and all decides to make a plan for how to give it back :)))
Not a penny more not a penny less.
Life also runs on the same funda Give to people same as you get it back !!!!!!!!
Friday, January 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Last post for Year 2008
Just now one of my friend mailed me NEW YEAR WISH IN ADVANCE for 2009... and i realised yes year 2008 is now ending. I should write today, as it will be last post for the year 2008.
As such we feel what big deal for new year.1st January will be same as of yesterday and 2008 and 2009 or so on .. years will be somewhat simillar like past ... years. But thats really idle way of looking at it. If i go back and think of my past 365 days as such i can say year was not so great but lots of minor things happened through which i can really differentiate it from earlier years... so its the way of looking at it...
Time to plan something for 2009
Clear CFA level 2
Gain more professionally as well as personally
Think on going back to coaching
Plan for investments for myself as well as for parents
Learn driving and musical instrument(casio)
Join GYM
Read Novels
Improve English vocabulary/writing communication
Keep blogging
Learn new cooking dishes
Soft
Keep mom and dad happy as much as i can
Help people
To be cool
As such we feel what big deal for new year.1st January will be same as of yesterday and 2008 and 2009 or so on .. years will be somewhat simillar like past ... years. But thats really idle way of looking at it. If i go back and think of my past 365 days as such i can say year was not so great but lots of minor things happened through which i can really differentiate it from earlier years... so its the way of looking at it...
Time to plan something for 2009
Clear CFA level 2
Gain more professionally as well as personally
Think on going back to coaching
Plan for investments for myself as well as for parents
Learn driving and musical instrument(casio)
Join GYM
Read Novels
Improve English vocabulary/writing communication
Keep blogging
Learn new cooking dishes
Soft
Keep mom and dad happy as much as i can
Help people
To be cool
Monday, December 29, 2008
No time for myself
After joining CRISIL, i am blogging for the first time. There was a time when i used to blog almost everyday. Writing gives me pleasure. I really enjoy when i put my thoughts/ crapes on paper. Sometime i also burst out my anger, share my happiness.. but now a days i really don't think also for a blog as i try to concentrate on my new job..
But no more single focus.. Now again i will try to come out of it and develop my personal interest too.
One new thing in my life.Suddenly i realised that there is no need to stretch out for any relation which makes you uncomfortable or always makes you think that is it really right or not? ( hmm no need to think on it.. once decided done)
I really dont understand sometime i really gets attracted for few people's friendship i mean i really like to keep in touch wit them but if that person dont respond, i really become annoyed.. I should improve on it... I mean it is really not necessary that what you think or expect, same will be by other person. but dont know i am like that............
But no more single focus.. Now again i will try to come out of it and develop my personal interest too.
One new thing in my life.Suddenly i realised that there is no need to stretch out for any relation which makes you uncomfortable or always makes you think that is it really right or not? ( hmm no need to think on it.. once decided done)
I really dont understand sometime i really gets attracted for few people's friendship i mean i really like to keep in touch wit them but if that person dont respond, i really become annoyed.. I should improve on it... I mean it is really not necessary that what you think or expect, same will be by other person. but dont know i am like that............
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