What I Expect from my Life?????????

I wanted to write down my thoughts in paper which always remains in my subconscious mind.

When I was child I was too much immature. I mean nothing strange in that as all normal child was like me.:-)))). My expectation was
§ To get first rank and high score so all people around me praise me J. Yeah little self centered but I used to feel happy when people says hey Ragini ( My mom) your daughter is intelligent specially when my school teacher!!!!!!!

But I was dam lazy to read and all…….. Just because of GOD grace I used to score good but not topper L.. As it was only my expectation but I didn’t tried and made efforts……….

§ When I went to collage I looked around crowd around me and I realized that boss I am nothing !!!!!!!!!!. I am average !!!!!!!!! and not topper in world.. but now I made my mind no this is not done. Wanted achieve at least little above the average person. Ohhhhh I am out of my subject ….. so now I wanted me to have nice crowd of friends and offcourse one best friend to share my thoughts and feelings…… Even I became little possessive abt my mom and offcourse my friends. Now expectation increased.. and still same continuous…J. Wanted to have nice family, lots of friends, enjoy, have fun ,good education and what not yeah but one was missing… I mean never thought of !!!!!!! at that time, can anyone guess it??

§ Yeah so now I will talk about my life expectation after I cleared CA and got Job. Nothing gr8 but at least achieved something.. Now I am in corporate world and seen boss abhi to jyada competition he .U need to fight and struggle a lot as I always expect myself that I should achieve something which makes feels my self proud about me and happy.and yeah offcourse my parents too… but………
now I realized one another side of life that I am girl and I need to marry with some one and to take responsibility of life partner and his family….Offcourse like normal human being even I am thinking to have life partner who understands me..bit personal so will not write more J.. .As my parents never make me realized that I am girl and can’t do what guys do for career, it is difficult for me but now I understood that what life is. New expectation and……… so now expectation changed now I should learn to adjust with my career and my family off course my parents are always priority for me…forever…

So what I mean to say here is your expectation from life keeps on changing and u expect more and more from life…. At least me ya . but one point is always remains u think big and expect more but should not feel unhappy if u won’t achieve it. Keep struggling to achieve what u want and I think we can achieve atleast littile if not full in case………
And it is really fun to have some expectation which makes u feel that LIFE IS CHALLENGE…….